electricconnection EP

by Avataria

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released August 25, 2019

extrauniversal transmissions from the heart.
avataria wrote, performed, and recorded this album alone.
album art by @the_real_theory

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Avataria Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

somewhere between doom goth folk & raw, grungey catharsis

feel the fear and scream along anyway

For fans of: PJ Harvey, Chelsea Wolfe, L7, Dorthia of Windhand, Heavens to Betsy, The Kills, Eleven, Creepoid, Deap Vally, Soundgarden, Reignwolf, Nirvana, Basment Sessions (Seattle).
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Track Name: boredom in my head
oh you are in my head
I saw you in my nightmare
oh
I think I need some time
oh you are in my head
I saw you in my dream
oh
I think I need some time to think

...

from the start you always were
but I didn't notice or care
until it was finally
conveinent for me

I'm not that easily swayed
by the games you play
you're gonna have to do
better that than if you

once & again we will, oh
once again I will pretend
once again you won't be there, no
and I will somehow not care

I'm not that easily swayed
by the dark games you play
I'm not so easily impressed
by your wildness

oh you are in my head
I saw you in my dream
I think I need some time to think

I'm not that easily swayed
by the games you play
don't you have somewhere to be?
what could you even want with me?
Track Name: directions please
I never planned on
wanting nobody like you
I never wanted
to hurt nobody
but here I sit
in between two
my heart broken
but I know the truth

can you tell me which way to go?
I don't want to decide, I just want to know

are you gonna be the one for me
are you even worth anything
don't you gotta be somewhere
is this worth everything I know and love

can you tell me which way to go?
I don't want to decide, I just want to know
can you please tell me what to do?
I don't know how I'm gonna choose

ooh save me from
this temptation

I don't know why I can't just let it go
don't know why I can't leave well enough alone
but here I sit
my heart an open wound
but I know that you feel it too

can you please tell me which way to go?
can you please tell me which way's my heart?
please just give me a little sign
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
Track Name: big idea
you say don't wait for me
I'm always late anyway
you say don't worry dear
it's only a headache

and I don't know where you get these big ideas

you say it's not my time
to be concerned with you, your life
you say go on and give up
expecting anything more or less

you don't get anywhere just daydreaming

lord this empty
is so very heavy
on my mind
thought of letting go

you say it's not my time
to be seen or heard
but I've tired of being a medal
you wear around your neck
it's your facade and I am not interested
in being part of it anymore

perfection only gets you deeper in debt

lord this empty
is so very heavy
on my mind
thought of letting go

no I don't know
where you get these
big ideas
Track Name: falling under
tell me what to
expect from you
I don't give up
too easily

oh I don't need you
& I don't need me, too
I only ever wanted you
to want me, too

what do I even
know about you?
tell me what do I
know about myself?

oh and I don't want you
& I don't want me, too
I only wanted you
to need me too

trouble everywhere
but I don't believe it's there
tension in the air
but I don't believe it's there

oh I do want you
& I think that you want me, too
& I only ever wanted you
to need me too
Track Name: double negative
nothing blocks the way
quite like a smile
nothing is real
but we love to pretend

nobody knows anything
why do the lessons have to come this way

nothing sets the past
in forward motion
nothing brings back
all that we've lost
(or who we loved)

nobody knows anything
why do the lessons have to come this way
nobody even cares anymore
why do the ones we love go through so much pain
oh...

nobody ever said
forever's better
in your head

the lion
the wicked
the disappearing ones

never
coming
home