electricconnection EP

by Avataria

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1.
oh you are in my head I saw you in my nightmare oh I think I need some time oh you are in my head I saw you in my dream oh I think I need some time to think ... from the start you always were but I didn't notice or care until it was finally conveinent for me I'm not that easily swayed by the games you play you're gonna have to do better that than if you once & again we will, oh once again I will pretend once again you won't be there, no and I will somehow not care I'm not that easily swayed by the dark games you play I'm not so easily impressed by your wildness oh you are in my head I saw you in my dream I think I need some time to think I'm not that easily swayed by the games you play don't you have somewhere to be? what could you even want with me?
2.
I never planned on wanting nobody like you I never wanted to hurt nobody but here I sit in between two my heart broken but I know the truth can you tell me which way to go? I don't want to decide, I just want to know are you gonna be the one for me are you even worth anything don't you gotta be somewhere is this worth everything I know and love can you tell me which way to go? I don't want to decide, I just want to know can you please tell me what to do? I don't know how I'm gonna choose ooh save me from this temptation I don't know why I can't just let it go don't know why I can't leave well enough alone but here I sit my heart an open wound but I know that you feel it too can you please tell me which way to go? can you please tell me which way's my heart? please just give me a little sign I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I don't know what to do
3.
05:57
you say don't wait for me I'm always late anyway you say don't worry dear it's only a headache and I don't know where you get these big ideas you say it's not my time to be concerned with you, your life you say go on and give up expecting anything more or less you don't get anywhere just daydreaming lord this empty is so very heavy on my mind thought of letting go you say it's not my time to be seen or heard but I've tired of being a medal you wear around your neck it's your facade and I am not interested in being part of it anymore perfection only gets you deeper in debt lord this empty is so very heavy on my mind thought of letting go no I don't know where you get these big ideas
4.
tell me what to expect from you I don't give up too easily oh I don't need you & I don't need me, too I only ever wanted you to want me, too what do I even know about you? tell me what do I know about myself? oh and I don't want you & I don't want me, too I only wanted you to need me too trouble everywhere but I don't believe it's there tension in the air but I don't believe it's there oh I do want you & I think that you want me, too & I only ever wanted you to need me too
5.
nothing blocks the way quite like a smile nothing is real but we love to pretend nobody knows anything why do the lessons have to come this way nothing sets the past in forward motion nothing brings back all that we've lost (or who we loved) nobody knows anything why do the lessons have to come this way nobody even cares anymore why do the ones we love go through so much pain oh... nobody ever said forever's better in your head the lion the wicked the disappearing ones never coming home

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released August 25, 2019

extrauniversal transmissions from the heart.
avataria wrote, performed, and recorded this album alone.
album art by @the_real_theory

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Avataria Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

somewhere between doom pop & raw, grungey catharsis

feel the fear and scream along anyway

For fans of: PJ Harvey, Deap Vally, L7, Windhand, black rebel motorcycle club, The Kills, Blood Red Shoes, Eleven, Soundgarden, Reignwolf, Nirvana, Basment Sessions (Seattle).
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